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How I Will Vote as an Average American

How I Choose to Vote as an Average American  "Evil triumphs when good men do nothing." - Unknown  Who I Am I am an average American.  I say that, because I am.  I grew up in a middle-upper class family. I said the pledge of allegiance every morning in school. I learned about the constitution in school but somehow memorized none of it.  I never liked talking about politics because I felt stupid and uninformed. I felt like I never knew enough. We never talked about it at home and that was okay with me. I don’t really understand the stock market, I’d rather watch movies than the news, and spend most of my free time focused on having fun with family and friends.  However, when I went back to school to get my Master’s in Public Administration, I found myself in a government class. It was the hardest class in the world for me. I really had to work to understand the checks and balances, structure, and principles that govern our country.  I graduated with...
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There Will Always Be Miracles

During my 1.5 years in Peru I had four hot showers. Two of which I got electrocuted during the shower from the makeshift water heater. The rest were all ice cold. I learned to be okay with the cold water piercing my skin every morning. However, I remember thinking “I will never take for granted the chance to take a hot shower again.” It's been 10 years since I lived in Peru.  Sure there are some quick showers rushing to get ready, but almost every time I think, “how lucky am I to have a hot shower today?” and think of all those Peruvian women who may never have that wonderful experience in their lifetime.  I've always thought, "maybe that's how it will be if I ever get pregnant. This time of waiting will make me so grateful for the chance to have children if it ever comes."  As many of you know, we have been trying to conceive for almost three years. It has been a difficult road.  I have many a journal entry trying to wrap my mind and heart around my experience. I...

Mary Let Me Hold Her Baby

 The holidays can be hard for many reasons. For me, it sometimes is a reminder that I don't have any little ones and am unable to have children. I mean, I never realized the whole holiday revolves around a miraculous conception and birth... something I hope and pray for. As I was pondering these emotions and trying to find peace this Christmas season, a song from years ago came to my mind. It is from Michael MicLean's beloved Christmas play, "Forgotten Carols."  The song was a gentle, yet powerful reminder that regardless of my inability to have biological children, I can still do good and make a difference in the lives around me.  It was also a testimony that Christ is the catalyst. He is the force, being, and person that causes a change in my life. He reminds me to have hope when I don't want to. He inspires me to believe in Him and His love. He changes my heart. He is my source of redemption. He is my Savior.  Whatever emotions you are feeling this season, I ho...

The World of Infertility

The World of Infertility  Hey there.  This is something that has been on my mind for what feels like a very. long. time.  Infertility, loss, pregnancy, miscarriage, etc.  I want this post to be helpful for anyone who might read it. Someone who is also struggling to get pregnant. Someone who has never experienced infertility. And someone who knows someone who is struggling with this issue. As always, this is just my opinion and my thoughts- take as you will!  The Story  Infertility looks sooo different for everyone. For some, it is the inability to get pregnant. For others, it is a miscarriage, for everyone, it is the inability to have children when you want to.  When we first started the journey of trying to get pregnant, it was exciting! I had a hormonal IUD that I got removed two months before we started really trying. Each month I wasn't sure what to expect and I googled symptoms and signs like none other. As the months continued to drag on, I stopp...